ickle-ronniekins:

hey y’all.

if i haven’t gotten to your request i truly apologize. i’m embarrassed to say i have requests from months ago in my inbox that i still haven’t gotten too. but the truth is, as of late, i’m feeling really burnt out. i don’t know what it is. sometimes i go through bouts like this with writing (whether it’s writing for the twins or just writing in general) and i’m honestly surprised i went through several months of writing without once feeling like this. but i’m finding that feeling growing again and i don’t even have the energy to read any fics. it’s the fucking worst and i’m really sorry.

anyway, this is a longwinded way of me saying i’m going to be taking a break from writing. i don’t know when i’ll start up again. i wasn’t going to say anything but i didn’t want to just stop posting fics and leave people hanging with their requests, so i figured i’d let you guys know.

i dunno. maybe i’ll feel the itch to write again in a day, or a week, or whatever. i’m not sure. more than anything, i hate feeling uninspired but unfortunately that’s just how i feel. also incredibly overwhelmed.

i’m still going to be working on my christmas collab with alexa (ayeeeeee two more chapters for y’all!) but after that i’m going to step away. i’ll still be on tumblr and messaging and things, i just don’t know how much i’m going to write and read. if i don’t answer your request and/or read your fics please don’t take it personally. i’m just… meh. i didn’t want you guys to think i’m ignoring your requests or your writing, so – this, simply, is the reason.

i hate feeling burnt out. i absolutely fucking hate it. the truth is that i’ve turned to the twins in times when i was feeling like i needed some happiness and i’m so grateful for this fictional world. hopefully my boys can reignite the inspiration within me.

love y’all and thank you for the support, always.

<3 erica

  • 20 December 2020
  • via ickle-ronniekins

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    1. jenniweaslee said: You’re in my thoughts and heart, please take care of yourself 💕
    2. thisismynerdyself said: love you erica, you gotta do what’s best for you and we will always be here not matter how much or little content you have. you’re such a sweet soul and deserve rest and time off if you need it. if you ever want to chat I’m always around too 💕
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      Hey we understand!!! Take your time!!! I’m here for you if you ever want to talk!
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